London has a cancerous disease that is worse than all viruses ever heard or known in the human history. And this is the corruption of the today local governments in London.
Local governments, like Hammersmith and Fulham council. That purposefully create horrible and miserable living conditions. Purposefully work with rich letting agencies to discriminate against the poor. And purposefully ridicule and harass and taunt the pain of its citizens.
And thus we see that their purpose seems to be clear as day, a purpose to control our social power in an abusive way. An abusive way that threatens us, that ridicules and humiliates us and that tortures our spirts through horrible living conditions. And through continual threats.
It is 5:30 am as I write, I cannot sleep. And I am choking as I WRITE in these horrible living conditions, that are created by Hammersmith and Fulham council, to torture people’s spirit.
For many people may have died as a result of this form of psychological and emotional torture, that comes from as such horrible living conditions. Created by these cruel assassins. Who work for London’s local governments. Like Hammersmith and Fulham council.
Now, the misery of the conditions of living consist on the fact that I see for 24 hours a box, windowless room, that has been split into two from a single room for capitalistic gain. A room that is worse than a prison.
A box room or animal stable that makes me, once I enter inside, plunge into depression and over anxiety. A PLACE that makes me choke into my throat from the lack of normal space and from the lack of fresh air.
Thus, the psychological torture of the landlord called, Hammersmith and Fulham council. Their threats, that have said that my accommodation will the cancelled at any time, coupled with their attitude to refuse to give me the rights of a tenant have abused openly our laws.
Yet, there is nothing that can bring these murderers to justice.
Because as a matter of fact, you need money power or capital to bring these abusers of power to justice.
And as a matter of fact, the policies of Hammersmith and Fulham Council, that abuse my rights and the rights of other citizens in the same time. And their selfish greed to pay luxurious salaries for themselves. And to work with letting agencies, that discriminate against the poor.
And their mean attitude that refuse to understand your pain as a citizen. And on top of all this evil, they to continually threaten and do psychological and emotional abuse to you as a citizen.
All of this evil created by the London’s local government called, Hammersmith and Fulham Council, has sent me on the verge of losing my mind. And on the brink of suicide.
For when I think of the many times that the landlord, Hammersmith and Fulham Council, has thrown me outside in cold and rain with all my belongings. And then, after many hours, they have called me to come in. Saying to me that “We have decided to extend you accommodation. Using me like a lifeless object or like an unconscious dog.
The fact that I saw women and men scream and pull their hairs from the same policies and the same ways of bad treatment.
The fact that I saw my best friend in the lodge, Agim Sefaj, being murdered by Hammersmith and Fulham council from the same way of bad treatment.
The fact that when I told them that the way you have used me has created suicidal thoughts. And then there, at this point, they begun ridiculing and bullying and harassing my pain even more. Pushing me to suicidal actions.
The fact that they continue to refuse to give my rights. And keep me in a state of over anxiety and over depression and over worry.
All this pain has only one outcome. That is, losing my mind and suicide. And that is done and create by my powerful as evil local government or Hammersmith and Fulham council.
Now, one may ask, how comes that you live the pain and still are able to express the pain?
I think that knowing yourself well. And knowing how yourself acts in relation to social conditions and social circumstance must be a valuable thing. Or a quality that shows that one is aware of pain, of truth and of all the human ideals that have ever existed.
Here I mean, knowing how or when you feel over depressed as a consequence of political oppression. How you feel as a consequence of threats.
Knowing or understanding, how comes that certain threats subconsciously come to affect your thinking?
So here I MEAN that knowing yourself. And questioning everything around you in relation to yourself sheds light not only of your reaction and relation to the world. But of the idea of humanity to the world as well.
Nevertheless, there is one thing to know yourself. And another to see yourself losing itself. Or you losing your mind. And this is the end of all what is human. For when the rational mind is lost. You are lost.
And here I am again on them losing side, not only politically. But philosophically and mentally as a consequence of political oppression. And on the verge of losing my mind forever, after having lost it a few times in the recent months.
For I feel to be on the brink of suicide as a result of a continual oppression and abuse of my local government called, Hammersmith and Fulham council.
So, as a matter of fact, the recent life struggle coupled with a wicked form of oppression. That shows certain local governments taunt and ridicule my pain as a citizen. That shows them ridicule my conditions in which I am in or that I live. That shows my local government send open threats in writing. Facts which I have shown in my previous blogs.
This life struggle has not only deteriorated my mental health. But it also has put me through a mental struggle, where at moments, that are brief moments, I am out of my mind. Totally lost and mad.
Now as these moments of oppression and threats and political abuse intensify.
I feel like I am losing my mind from the torture of the spirit and of the soul as a result of the political oppression.
And I am on the verge of losing my Mind and on the Brink of Suicide from a wicked form of Oppression. That is, an Abuse of Power created by London’s local Governments. Like Hammersmith and Fulham Council.
Therefore, at the end, I cry from the bottom of my SOUL – Murderers.
Murderers. Stop oppressing and using and abusing us. And give us our human rights.